First, I just haven't processed through all that has gone on and so I haven't been able to blog about it because I haven't stopped long enough to think it through and put it in words. Second, I blog for me and so I thought that by not blogging I was not really missed by anyone else. That came across sounding sad and pathetic-let me explain. What I mean, is that I blog to have a record of our life. I feel like our kids just change so much daily that I might forget what this time in our life was like. What little antics they did. Needless to say, I was surprised when one of my friends encouraged me to start blogging again. She said she missed keeping up with my little family that way. I think that was just the nudge I needed to just set some time for blogging. Thanks Jen! I was touched that she missed my not so great writing about my crazy life. I am still just blogging for me and my record but now also for the fans (all 5 of you!). So I am back and I promise to catch you up soon. I still have some processing to do but I feel the blogger in me coming back to life.